ShockWaveX2

A fellow DA user on fim.net informed me that he was blocked by DA user MelSpyRose due to being harassed with requests that he supposedly "sent" but in truth it was NOT him at all. He told me that he had found traces that someone had hacked into his account and sent those harassing requests that gotten him blocked. So please do Shreddervs a favor and go to MelSpyRose's account and stand up for him as this is just a very big misunderstanding.

Hey there everyone, I apologize for not updating since this past April as a lot has happened both good and bad things in real life. One of them was losing my mother to complications of COVID-19, infections in her blood, lungs, heart, kidneys etc. :( She was 69 and would have celebrated her 70th birthday in July. I badly miss her everyday, seeing her smile, hearing her voice, enjoying her home cooking etc. I still remember the night my dad told me that she wasn't coming back home, he told me that the head doctor that was looking after my mother inform him and and my sister who is a registered nurse that her lungs have stiffened after removing a lot of fluids out of her.

When my father had told me about the situation about my mother I started to tear up as I realized there's a very strong chance she may not be coming back to us. I had some emotional moments where I let out my stress and grief crying out to God that I don't wanna lose my mother but at the same time I don't want her to suffer anymore. :( On the day she passed away, I went with my siblings and their respective children to see her one last time and say my goodbyes to her. We were only allowed two people into her room at a time and so, me along with my dad were the first to go and say our goodbyes.

It wasn't an easy sight to see her all hooked up to machines, I started to break down crying as I told her that I was going to greatly miss her as well as telling her that I'd give up all my worldly possessions just to have her see me one last time or even hug me but at the same time I didn't want her to suffer anymore.

I had noticed tears in her eyes and I immediately knew that she had heard me which really broke my heart.

When I gotten home the realization finally hit my father hard and I tried to comfort him as he bawled his eyes out as I soon found myself joining him as I sobbed like a little boy again screaming "I WANT MY MAMMA/MOMMY BACK AGAIN!!!". During the summer and early fall I visited her grave which was placed at a cemetery nearby my old elementary school whenever I rode into town on my bicycle. I remember saying that I badly miss her and really wish she was still around. It wasn't easy celebrating my birthday this past September without her and really wish I gotten to learn how to do some of her cooking recipes as well as relearn how to sew.

3 weeks ago me, my father and mother unknowingly gotten exposed to the Covid-19 virus. My father and I both dealt with chills that took a while to go away. My mother on the other hand gotten it much worse, it took us a few days to realize it wasn't the flu that was sapping away her strength and health. So my dad took her to the hospital where they started treatments on her where they learned she was positive for Covid along with infections in her blood, kidneys, lungs and heart. A few days ago she was moved to another hospital that deals with Covid patients and has more experience for them, I was informed by my father that the head doctor has told him and my sister who is a registered nurse that her lungs have stiffened after removing a lot of fluids out of her. When my father had told me about the situation about my mother I started to tear up as I realized there's a very strong chance she may not be coming back to us. :(